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my name is ashlee. im 13. and im bi sexual. if you have a problem with that its not really my problem. i dont really care what people think or say about me. thats their problem not mine. i try to keep to myself as much as i can. i have a hard time trusting prople.expecially boys. because everytime i get close to someone i end up getting hurt really bad. i lost a few of my friends when they figured out that i am bi. i mean it doesnt bother me. because if they were my real friends they would accept me for who i am. i suffer from depression and bipolar. its not that i want to be depressed. i dont think anyone does. i just cant help it. i am on a few different medications. i really look up to my friend laura (lala) i love her to death. she is one of the most amazing people i ever met. i can talk to her just about anything and i know she will understand. she is one of my bestest friends and i dont know what i would do without her. one of my other good friends is jacob. i love him soo much! he is awesome. i also talk to him about a lot. i am single. because im scared of getting hurt. im also scared of being happy because when i am happy something bad always happens.i dont like to think about my future. i just want to live life as if there was no tomarrow. if i worry about the future i tend to think that i'll never make it. but i dunno any other questions jus ask!